Tuesday, July 05, 2011

Just arrived .......Just departed

Oh no....no one's died - yet. It's just how I feel - about a certain feeling. About feeling a feeling so transient that it seems to have died a rather sudden death and way premature at that ! But then so was its arrival - sudden and wayyyy premature :-). So now that I'm smart enough to understand that quick observatory based presumptions make for extremely shaky foundations ( now that I've been proven wrong on two counts - there goes the fabled inner antenna and intuition be damned!) - and given that dreams are but gossamer strings of candy floss fragility, the two do not go hand in hand together - I'd best dust off the last vestiges of this 'transient feeling' and run away as fast as I can.
But what I do want to hold on to is 'hope' - I met, I saw and I liked what I saw - and for a change, the liking was not born out of mere politeness nor was I being kind. I liked what I saw enough to feel like I felt - and boy! I haven't felt like this in a very long time - so I will now carry the hope that somewhere, all is not lost and that there does exist another being who can make me feel the way I yearn to feel again.
Enough with the ramble - I gotta go ......there's a whole life out there just waiting to be lived. And it's fun.

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