Oh Me

I don't get this. I mean I really don't. Is this some sort of cosmic joke? I mean haven't we had enough of it by now???
I keep seeing things that I'm either not meant to see or that are not meant to be. And I don't understand why - if they're out of scope either way. If there's a particular lesson to be learned, I think I've got it by now - so STOP.
I have only so much patience left in me - and it's fast running out.

Takeoff

...so there's the earth and its gravity pulling at you like an anchor - and then there's metal and the mind of man....and then, the wheels leave the ground and I'm free...


Takeoffs are my favorite part of the flight :-)

Just arrived .......Just departed

Oh no....no one's died - yet. It's just how I feel - about a certain feeling. About feeling a feeling so transient that it seems to have died a rather sudden death and way premature at that ! But then so was its arrival - sudden and wayyyy premature :-). So now that I'm smart enough to understand that quick observatory based presumptions make for extremely shaky foundations ( now that I've been proven wrong on two counts - there goes the fabled inner antenna and intuition be damned!) - and given that dreams are but gossamer strings of candy floss fragility, the two do not go hand in hand together - I'd best dust off the last vestiges of this 'transient feeling' and run away as fast as I can.
But what I do want to hold on to is 'hope' - I met, I saw and I liked what I saw - and for a change, the liking was not born out of mere politeness nor was I being kind. I liked what I saw enough to feel like I felt - and boy! I haven't felt like this in a very long time - so I will now carry the hope that somewhere, all is not lost and that there does exist another being who can make me feel the way I yearn to feel again.
Enough with the ramble - I gotta go ......there's a whole life out there just waiting to be lived. And it's fun.